The Flu
This shit won't be so fuckin' pretty
I don't want no more top, bitch, you've been much too tipsy
Oh, and fuck my pops, we do not have history
Just unfinished business, but I guess you've been busy
My ex been at my neck, but I ain't walkin' around with hickeys
Those friends I made at sixteen all wish they'd see me six feet
So, I don't want no friendships, attention, or pity
I got way more problems than money, no Biggie
And these dudes get whiskers off Percocets and whiskey
And these hoes send X's and O's when they miss me
And I got no kids and soon-to-be no kidneys
And these people take way more than they give me
At twenty five, it's fuck all you two-timing fifties
Ask Nikki, I've got balls, bitch, lick these
Trick, please, I'm displeased, happiness is a mystery
Life's been a bitch, and death wants to kiss me
Frisky, all my weight is prickly
I do my Hail Mary and wait for God to pick me
Big shouts out to Larry, you've done built a grizzly
Man, these rash thoughts got me itchy
So, this shit won't be so fuckin' pretty
I look at the top, bitch, and pray that slope is slippery
Oh, and fuck the cops, they still hope to get me
If there's shit I do hate, it's snakes, rats, and piggies
I don't want no company, I'm comfy with misery
And Double A's been with me since six-speeds and Disney
And y'all are full of shit, me, I'm feelin' empty
I ain't hearin' shit, you just say what's trendy
I say what I mean
Talkin' dirty, lookin' clean, keep a birdie on her knees
Poppin' thirties wasn't me, but my jersey number three
I'll drop thirty in the league, don't be worried for my team
Nothin's blurry in my dreams, man, the journey's just a tease
They front behind my back, man, all these herbs are a disease
And if they're in the front, then check their shirt and up their sleeves
If you're askin' for it, Susan said the word is please
So, fuck the shit I want, please just give me what I...
They laugh when I arrive, they'll be nervous when I leave
My mother told me nothin' that I heard is what it seems
So, I just stay the opposite of my self-esteem
I welcome you to... chapters three to seventeen
There ain't shit that you could say to me that I'd believe
I welcome you to me, chapters three to...
There ain't shit that you could pray for me to make it leave
I welcome you to me, I shall never let you breathe
